My three-shot cocktail.
Work and a general feeling of fatigue have kept me from posting an update here the last few days. But I'm off work today and there is quite a bit to report!
We started our IVF cycle on Feb. 13 and I have now had nine days of injections and four monitoring appointments.
My medication dosages have remained consistent; 300 units of Gonal-F (FSH, a follicle stimulating hormone) and 150 units of Menopur every evening. As I mentioned in my last post, we added a third injection, Cetrotide, which I began taking on Feb. 18, the day after my first monitoring appointment. I didn't expect to begin taking the antagonist (to prevent premature ovulation) that soon, but one of my follicles in my left ovary was growing much larger and faster than the rest, and we wanted to give the other follicles a chance to catch up.
So for the last four nights the hubby has mixed and administered three injections and to say we are both a bit over it would be an understatement. My belly is so, so bloated from all the hormones — Greg, thankfully, gave up the sweet husband act of trying to say it looked fine and normal — and I feel like I'm running out of new places to be poked. But we persist because we know it is all worth it. Every single prick, every scan. Every cramp, every headache. It will all be worth it in the end.
IVF may take the mystery out of baby making, but it doesn't steal the love.
Things are progressing well, it seems. Each monitoring appointment has shown my follicles are growing. (And my estrogen levels have increased, as they should, along with my follicle size.) A sixth follie popped up in my left ovary at my second monitoring appointment, giving us 10 total follicles. And we still have one large, overachiever on the left.
These are my numbers from this morning's scan:
On the left:
26mm, 24mm, 15mm, 12mm, 11mm, almost 11mm
On the right:
two 16mm, 13mm, 11mm
Endometrium (uterine lining):
About 10mm, which is good. The doc likes to see it above 8mm for transfer.
When I was able to check my phone at lunch yesterday, I had several missed calls and messages from my clinic. Even my doctor had called! (Normally I just get instructions from my nurse or, if it is the weekend, the nurse case manager on duty.) Because of my large, overachieving follicle on the left, they are planning to move up my retrieval. As much as you want your follicles to grow, you don't want them to become too big. It's a balancing act. Initially the egg retrieval was tentatively scheduled for this Saturday, but now we are looking at Friday, Feb. 24.
A chart at my clinic that illustrates just how big my follicles have grown, and why my tummy looks so huge.
The final word will come when I get my instructions this afternoon, but it seems most likely that I will be triggering tonight! (During IVF, you take a final "trigger" shot of hCG, human chorionic gonadotropin, which completes the final maturation of your eggs prior to retrieval. The trigger shot is usually administered 36 hours before the retrieval.)
The past 10 days have been a little surreal and I could hardly believe it when I heard we were already at trigger day. I told my nurse I was excited and nervous and, unsurprisingly, she said that is a common response. When I got home from work yesterday, Greg greeted me at the top of the steps all wide-eyed. He's excited, too.
I'm trying to hold onto the bit of excitement I have as well as stay calm. This message from Dr. Willman provided reassurance that my cycle is progressing positively, and that gives me some comfort as well as the strength to keep going:
"I'm thinking we'll get about 7 or 8 eggs, which is a nice normal number. It's not high but it's not low either, so I think you're in good shape. You're young, we should have good egg quality, so I think you're doing just fine."
-Dr. Willman
(IVF card by Levi & Roen In Print, via Anchor of Hopes)
When you have diminished ovarian reserve, you are expected to be what they call a "low responder," so Greg and I knew going in that we wouldn't get a ton of eggs. (I wouldn't be getting the 15-20+ that other women without DOR might get.) But we are pretty happy with our team of follies and we hope that once retrieved that a high percentage of the eggs will be mature and fertilize normally.
My prayer for now, though, is that God will continue to protect these little (and kinda big!) follicles that are growing in my ovaries for a few more days... That the stragglers and intermediates will continue to grow and that they'll be in prime, embryo-creating condition once retrieved.
Prayers for His protection and my health (this cold is lingering...) in these last few days before retrieval are so very much appreciated!
My prayer.
P.S. If you don't already, follow along on Instagram @dreamingoflullabies. I tend to post updates more frequently there!
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